inferiordude: (must suck being stuck out there)
Soundwave [shattered glass] ([personal profile] inferiordude) wrote in [community profile] re_alignment_logs2012-08-08 10:19 am

THE SHOW MUST GO ON [open]

WHO: Soundwave & OPEN
WHERE: Medbay
WHEN Some hours after Barricade & Driller find him/repair him.
WHAT: Eventually, Soundwave wakes up from repairs in a very unfortunate location for him. Visitations, anyone?
WARNINGS: Trauma, mention of robotgore/robotdeath.



Dreaming is a difficult thing for him.

Usually, Soundwave is in the company of someone, and adopts their memories, their dreams into his own. It's sort of nice, because he feels as though in that way he can improve his techniques as the Decepticon Army's Morale Officer. He knows how to help his fellow soldiers, help his friends keep upbeat. Not just with sing-a-longs with Dead End or Bombshell's therapy sessions, but he himself needs to help the others find a will to carry on.

Here in the medbay, when he's resting, he gets flashes. Some dreams his own, some not. A mix of what he's taken, and what he trembles in the wake of.

There's a sharp smile, a cheerful giggle, and a laser scalpel digging into his face as it's removed, torn from his head You just look so much more interesting this way! and how his mind burns when he knows the truth that he failed one of his adopted kids he's dead he should have rescued him red eyes burning at him This doesn't concern you, Decepticon and he hears Rodimus screaming and he's too late and the black sucks him down and he's never been able to escape it and in his arms it's cold metal just so cold and
he remembers
something new to all of it
this isn't what I want stop stop stop stop and the tired sigh of it's not as if you will remember this, Soundwave, your struggling is getting tiresome and stop stop stop don't open that there's just no choice.

The dust kicks up under his feet, the expansive desert, and Soundwave stares in confusion. Twin stones twisting around each other, a fierce glow, and it screams in his head.
MAKE US WHOLE


Soundwave jerks awake from recharge, his intakes gasping to vent out hot, anxious air, trying to cool himself off. Looking around in a panic, he almost doesn't remember being here.

The medbay.

Frag, he hates being in medbays.

"Ugh, so bogus," he groans to himself, rubbing his helm. Glad he has hands to use again.

It's rare to dream something for himself. Not all of it his, but enough of it was, and that bothers him. Soundwave shudders to himself, shaking his head. No, no. He's okay, he just needs to roll it off his shoulders. He can deal with it.

It's okay. It's okay.

Soundwave folds his arms over his midsection, hugging himself.

Right. He'll be okay.
raceme: (Shy - uhm)

[personal profile] raceme 2012-08-12 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
"Ahuhm.." After that new information Blurr does looks uncomfortable. He doesn't really want anybody to know about his nightmares or last memories.
raceme: (OH MY GOD)

[personal profile] raceme 2012-08-12 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
He recovers quickly, giving the other bot a sheepish look.

"No no no no no it's not you this time it's something personal MY BAD don't worry but I suggest you not to sleep anywhere near me just in case For your own good mostly."
raceme: (;w;)

[personal profile] raceme 2012-08-13 06:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"I..eh..well..yes I do..uuhm....help?" Blurr had been having nightmares since he arrived here but so far he manged to ignore them well enough. He didn't had them always and sometimes, if he tired himself enough, he could fall into a dreamless recharge even.
raceme: (Are you okay?)

[personal profile] raceme 2012-08-13 07:00 pm (UTC)(link)
"That sounds helpful." And he might like to try it one day in the future if the nightmares keep coming. "You need to focus on yourself now though you should rest and everything DO NOT worry about me I'll be okay. I am always fine."

Except that one time when he got killed. Oh and the time before that when he a human that had a fragment of the all-spark forced him to race in the illegal car races and never allowed him to change back to robot mode. But ASIDE form those two little things, he's always okay.