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Failure
WHO: Rung, Open~
WHERE: He's wandered into Alpha Trion's Quadrant.
WHEN Sometime after the bad session with Fortress Maximus.
WHAT: He failed at the only thing he's ever truly been good at and he feels miserable because of it.
WARNINGS: N/A
Rung felt like a failure; an absolute failure in what he was supposed to be good at. He was supposed to help Fortress Maximus, do what he could because that's what his function was, and yet he'd completely fallen apart when the other had gotten upset and instead of helping he'd probably caused more harm than good. He'd lost his composure, let his emotions come through too much, and hadn't been able to keep his own haunting memories at bay.
It was everything that therapist wasn't supposed to do.
A small voice in the back of his head reminded him, as he walked along lost in thought, that the incident was still fairly fresh--recent enough that at times he could still feel the sting of the blow to his head--but a larger voice, the more stubborn one that Rung was letting have control at the moment, argued that it didn't matter. He should have been able to put it all aside and not let it get to him. He should have been able to calm Fortress Maximus down and helped him instead of freaking out.
He'd thought about retracting his offer for the time being, since he didn't feel like he was a good enough doctor to help anyone now, but he'd already made steps with several and he couldn't--wouldn't back out on them now.
But he'd never really felt more worthless in all of his existence really.
Rung had been so lost in thought that he didn't really realize where he'd ended up until he finally caught sight of a lake, the therapist's optics flickering as he slowed to a stop, staring out over the waters before finally looking around. It was very serene in a way, peaceful in a way that reminded him of what Blurr had said.
This must be Alpha Trion's quadrant.
Hesitating for a moment more, Rung's vents cycled softly as he pushed forward, heading down closer to the lake to just sit and..stew some more. Berate himself some more? Something like that...
WHERE: He's wandered into Alpha Trion's Quadrant.
WHEN Sometime after the bad session with Fortress Maximus.
WHAT: He failed at the only thing he's ever truly been good at and he feels miserable because of it.
WARNINGS: N/A
Rung felt like a failure; an absolute failure in what he was supposed to be good at. He was supposed to help Fortress Maximus, do what he could because that's what his function was, and yet he'd completely fallen apart when the other had gotten upset and instead of helping he'd probably caused more harm than good. He'd lost his composure, let his emotions come through too much, and hadn't been able to keep his own haunting memories at bay.
It was everything that therapist wasn't supposed to do.
A small voice in the back of his head reminded him, as he walked along lost in thought, that the incident was still fairly fresh--recent enough that at times he could still feel the sting of the blow to his head--but a larger voice, the more stubborn one that Rung was letting have control at the moment, argued that it didn't matter. He should have been able to put it all aside and not let it get to him. He should have been able to calm Fortress Maximus down and helped him instead of freaking out.
He'd thought about retracting his offer for the time being, since he didn't feel like he was a good enough doctor to help anyone now, but he'd already made steps with several and he couldn't--wouldn't back out on them now.
But he'd never really felt more worthless in all of his existence really.
Rung had been so lost in thought that he didn't really realize where he'd ended up until he finally caught sight of a lake, the therapist's optics flickering as he slowed to a stop, staring out over the waters before finally looking around. It was very serene in a way, peaceful in a way that reminded him of what Blurr had said.
This must be Alpha Trion's quadrant.
Hesitating for a moment more, Rung's vents cycled softly as he pushed forward, heading down closer to the lake to just sit and..stew some more. Berate himself some more? Something like that...
no subject
Starscream had considered pushing Rung in after that, but if something bad happened then everyone would get mad and he'd have to deal with it. He didn't want that, it was too much of a mess.
Besides knowing his luck, Rung would actually get eaten by a strange creature.
He crouched down and hovered a hand over the water, doing a few scans to see if it was actually water.
Pushhimindoitdoitdoit
He hesitated a moment before drifting a bit closer, curious enough in his own way about the lake--
Just not enough to want to get in it.
"What are you scanning for?"
i blame you
He started to straighten himself up when he suddenly moved to shove Rung into the water -- which he scans seemed to come back as just that, water.
And as far he could tell, nothing dangerous seemed to be in there.
But Rung didn't need to know that.
"Why don't you double check for me?"
Hahahahahaha yes xD
Yeahno he wasn't so sure he liked this at all.
"That wasn't funny!" he said in a not so threatening sort of way, moving closer to the shore to get himself out of the lake before--before whatever could potentially happen happened because he had no idea what was in this lake!
no subject
He crouched back down as Rung moved back to shore. Maybe he'd push him back in if he tried to get out. He'd think about that one.
"Thank you for volunteering to verify my scans," he spoke with nothing less than a smirk. "I have now come to the conclusion that the lake is indeed water and there is nothing in there that'll eat you."
Of course, he sorta knew that before. But it was more amusing this way.
no subject
Still, the therapist moved to try and haul himself out, eyeing the seeker warily for a moment.
no subject
Starscream seemed rather sly with his remark even as he moved forward at Rung. Was he going to push him back in? Maybe.
But not really. While it almost seemed like that's what he was planning on doing, he instead went to grab Rung by a piece on his back and pull him back onto land.
no subject
Well...that was..unexpected.
"How horrible it would be for you," he murmured dryly as he climbed onto the shore, feeling a lot better now that he was out of the water and on dry land again.
Even if he was currently soaked.
"...Is this a usual thing for you?"
no subject
"Is what a usual thing for me? Pushing people into water? Maybe. But only after I shoot them."
He gave Rung a look, though he wasn't really serious about that, he had done something like that before.
But he hadn't exactly killed them either, just knocked them all offline and stashed their bodies in a lake.
What can he say? It made for a useful negotiation tool later.
no subject
Just that he liked to keep people wondering.
"I suppose I should thank you then for not shooting me," Rung murmured as he collected himself a bit more.
no subject
Which in a way, made Rung a minor threat -- considering his abilities as a psychologist and all.
But Rung also seemed rather defenseless, which meant that even if Starscream considered him a threat, he'd be extremely low on the list of those to get rid of.
He smirked at the statement about thanking him and shrugged.
"It'd be a waste of energy. Unless, you want to give me a reason to shoot you."
no subject
"Nor would I like to go back into the water. I would just like to state that now," he added, giving the flier a wary sort of pointed look.
no subject
He also moved when Rung did, not really allowing him to distance himself much. Another scare tactic? Very likely.
Starrscream even went as to move around to the other side of Rung. He really just wanted to see how nervous he could make the smaller mech be.