Blurr (
raceme) wrote in
re_alignment_logs2012-08-26 08:55 pm
[OPEN]
WHO: Blurr and Ratchet, and YOU :3
WHERE: The Med bay
WHEN: After all of this stuff.
WHAT: Blurr is tired and depressed, and goes to talk to the only person he knows would listen to him and never know about it.
WARNINGS: I dunno...sad bots? One at least.
I'msorryIwasnthereRatchet... I should have paid more attention to your schedule you always work so much and never take enough breaks...
[Holding Ratchet's hand, so much bigger against his own, Blurr watched the other mech rest and wondered if the medic was going to wake up anytime soon. He couldn't remember how long he had been sitting next to the berth, waiting, talking.]
....Scream's gone I couldn't find him anywhere and I looked I promise I reallylooked everywhere and then there was the whole trouble with Perceptor and Hal I mentioned you and some time before that Perceptor also shot Whirl and I really should have talked to the mech sooner but then Prism needed to be stopped and I discovered that Wing was also injured and I..I....
[He was not enough.
It wasn't the first time Blurr wondered this, but in this new he began to doubt himself much more often than before. First he failed to warn his superiors about Shockwave and now he didn't seem to do anything right. People kept getting hurt and angry and he couldn't be everywhere.
He felt frustrated and helpless, much like the time Shockwave trapped him. The memory of it all came back and he curled in on himself as he remembered the walls closing in on him, the pain of it. Panic throttled his systems again and Blurr struggled to choke it down. Panic wouldn't help him now and Shockwave wasn't even here. Blurr leaned over, venting deeply, and tried to calm himself. ]
WHERE: The Med bay
WHEN: After all of this stuff.
WHAT: Blurr is tired and depressed, and goes to talk to the only person he knows would listen to him and never know about it.
WARNINGS: I dunno...sad bots? One at least.
I'msorryIwasnthereRatchet... I should have paid more attention to your schedule you always work so much and never take enough breaks...
[Holding Ratchet's hand, so much bigger against his own, Blurr watched the other mech rest and wondered if the medic was going to wake up anytime soon. He couldn't remember how long he had been sitting next to the berth, waiting, talking.]
....Scream's gone I couldn't find him anywhere and I looked I promise I really
[He was not enough.
It wasn't the first time Blurr wondered this, but in this new he began to doubt himself much more often than before. First he failed to warn his superiors about Shockwave and now he didn't seem to do anything right. People kept getting hurt and angry and he couldn't be everywhere.
He felt frustrated and helpless, much like the time Shockwave trapped him. The memory of it all came back and he curled in on himself as he remembered the walls closing in on him, the pain of it. Panic throttled his systems again and Blurr struggled to choke it down. Panic wouldn't help him now and Shockwave wasn't even here. Blurr leaned over, venting deeply, and tried to calm himself. ]

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[He does give a soft smile at that, though.]
How's this sound, Blurr. My team handles outside forces, yours handles inside. Yannow, keepin the peace between Bots and Cons. Wreckers go on bug hunts. Or sharks. Whatever happens to go down.
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[Even Blurr needs a few seconds to think about that, it’s a touchy subject.] I agree on one condition that you all call for back up when needed NOT when it’s too late or when something already exploded WE don’t need you to make sacrifices even if those look oh-so-good- in the obituary.
Deal?
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And then he holds out his hand for a handshake.]
Deal.
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Ah... you have big hands too.
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Guess so, but could be just cause I'm bigger than ya altogether, Blurrk.
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[Blurr likes bigs bots. Sue him.]
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[There's a playful jab to the bot's shoulder.]
Well, despite your size, you're pretty impressive too, kid.
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Thanks...if you say so.
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Hey kid. He heard that. His audials aren't huge for nothing. Wheeljack turns his head towards the 'snap!' sound, eyes wide.]
Miko??
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Not long... Just saw you two holding hands.