[Something to feel. Something... to feel. It's better than nothing. Something just to focus on for now. He doesn't want to think of beyond now. Eventually that vibration, that heat, will leave.]
[Just like --]
[He shakes his head. He shakes it too quickly, and too many times. If this were war -- if the fight were here, he could have held himself together. He would have been needed... Now there's nothing. Just this so-called peace, and no place for him.]
[It feels like his world has collapsed again, like that day on his colony, and this time, there is no Ironhide here to haul him out of it.]
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[Just like --]
[He shakes his head. He shakes it too quickly, and too many times. If this were war -- if the fight were here, he could have held himself together. He would have been needed... Now there's nothing. Just this so-called peace, and no place for him.]
[It feels like his world has collapsed again, like that day on his colony, and this time, there is no Ironhide here to haul him out of it.]
I don't know. I don't know.
[It comes out too quickly, too harshly.]